nowadays the post all siaoo.siaoo de.
haizz.
i dun even know wat i'm writing lar.
all i have in my mind for now is my tuition homework.
"i wanna finish it quickly!"
that's wat i'm telling my brain.
hahahah.
now that's another point why i call myself insane.
-.-
watever.
enough of insanity.
back to reality.
i gained lvl in audition today le.
yays!
i'm finally a clubber.
^^
but maple's still a bore.
so hard to gain level.
plus i'm training a new pure mage!
hohohooh.
but it's an ~UnKnOwN~
lurbs.
so for now i'm training that account.
chionging it.
once high.high level.
I HAPPY LE!
ohhh.
and it's thanks to brandon it's able to gain level.
i'm such a sucker at training.
hahahah
oh wells.
i got to sleep le.
-.-
freaking bed gone le.
tomorrow new one come.
smaller.
haizzz.
guess my original de took up too much space le.
sobs.
i'm gonna miss it.
byebye beddie!
nowadays keep having spammers here.
^.^
but it's actually quite fun lar.
can vent anger on this dumb arses.
scold as much vulgar word ye mei wen ti!
hees.
still.
why is everyday so freaking boring.
haizz.
bored~
dun even feel like going out lar.
today go library borrow books ba.
spend time reading bi gen peng you jiang hua hao.
irritating people lar.
of coz it's not them all.
some nia.
-.-
aiyaaa.
holidays chao bored ler.
nothing to say le lar.
"THE BORING DAYS LEFT MADE ME FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF.
I'M FEELING SO SICK EVERY SINGLE DAY.
AND I JUST HOPED THAT EVERYONE WOULD JUST DISAPPEAR.
AND THAN I'LL BE ALONE.
AND CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT.
AND I WOULD NEVER HAVE ANY FEELINGS.
SO I'LL NOT TO BE ABLE TO FEEL WAT HAPPINESS.SADNESS OR WATSOEVER IS.
THE DAYS WOULD ALWAYS BE THE SAME.
DULL AS EVER.
AND I JUST HOPE THAT IT WILL HAPPEN."
to start of real personal.
i just can't.
this post is dedicated to the one and onli "NATALIE"
read carefully.
[first thing : HEY BITCH.YOU DUN EVEN KNOW ME WELL.SO DUN JUST COME INTO MY BLOG AND START WRITING WATEVER YOU WANT JUST USING MY NAME.
second thing : I DUN WRITE "FUCK" AS "FUUCK".THAT JUST DOESN'T FIT ME.
third thing : I DUN WRITE "BLARR BLARR BLARR".IT'S ONLI MEANT FOR RETARDS.COZ THAT'S THE SOUND THEY MAKE.EVEN SO.I WRITE IT WITH "." ONE AFTER THE OTHER.
fourth thing : I DUN WRITE "WAT" AS "WAD".THAT IS SO CENTURIES AGO ALREADY.OUT DATED!
fifth thing : I DUN WRITE "LARRRRRRRRRR".TOO LONG FOR ME.I TRY MAKING IT LAST THAN 5 "R"S.
sixth thing : I DUN WRITE "CB" AS "CHIBAI".THAT'S IS SO WEIRD.LIKE WHO WOULD GO AROUND WRITING "CHIBAI.CHIBAI.CHIBAI"?SHORT-FORM IS STILL THE MAIN NOW.
seventh thing : I'M NOT REALLY INTO WRITING THE "COCK" WORD.THOUGH IT IS INDEED AN ANIMAL.BUT STILL STANDS FOR THE GUY'S THING.
eighth thing : MY "KNOW" ISN'T WRITTEN AS "NOE".THOUGH SHORT-FORM IS THE MAIN.I STILL FIND "KNOW" NICER LOOKING.
ninth thing : I WRITE THE "THAT" FULL.LIKE I SAY.IT LOOKS NICER.
tenth thing : OPPS.MY "YOU" IS FULL TOO."U" IS CENTURIES AGO TOO.^.^
eleventh thing : ERRR.IF YOU'RE GONNA PHRASE IT."I WOULD RATHER SAY ; "KICK YOUR ARSE FUCKING BITCH."INSTEAD OF "KICK UR ASS FUUCKKING BITCHH".
twelfth thing : IF I'M GONNA SPAM MY OWN TAG BOARD.IT'S NOT LIKELY TO HAPPEN ACTUALLY.BUT IF IT DOES.I WOULD RATHER WRITE IT IN ONE WHOLE TAG.INSTEAD OF GOING "CI BAI"THAN"CHI BAI"THAN"QI BAI".IT'S KINDA WASTING ENERGY.]
alright.
there you have it.
all eleventh points of "YOU-DO-NOT-KNOW-ME!"
the first one was just a remark.
lols.
so errr.
if you're ready to spam my blog again.
you may.
but this time.
make it seem really like me.
thanks!
^_______________^
am i petty?
zZzZzZz.
i wanna know the answer to this two questions ler.
either "yes" or "no" is fine with me.
just wanna get one answer.
but seems as if not many people know me well...
well enough to answer the question.
spammers and wat-so-ever can go ahead and crticize my post and blah~blah~.
i dun care le.
this blog isn't one bit important to me for now.
"hate me.love me"
wat does that mean seh.
if you hate someone.
won't you hate that person for eternity?
and if you love someone.
won't you love that person always?
hate = [verb.]"feel intense dislike for or a stronger aversion towards."
[noun.]"(x)intense dislike; strong aversion."
"(x)
love = [noun.]"(x)an intense feeling of deep affection."
"(x)love personified,often as the Roman god [Cupid]."
"(x)a person or thing one loves."
[verb.]"feel a deep romantic attachment to,like very much."
lols.
why all of the sudden write this seh?
sobs.sobs.
thursday coming le.
the day of hell.
"getting results"
i nothing write le.
no mood too.
last few words. . .
i've turned into a real arsehole this few weeks.
T_T
the prize giving was chao ji lar!
>.<
so many things need to do.
can die seh.
plus tomorrow veri important.
got other school de principle.
zhing~
other school de peeps nia.
they ain't so important ar.
hahaha.
so school has been boring as usual.
and i dunno why hor.
everytime rehearsal jiu angry le.
too stress le.
T_T sobs.sobs.
i feel so pathetic.
ohhhhhh.
on tuesday the prize giving hor.
the emcees are like so dam cute!
one of the guy name "shapi"or something.
was like so dam handsome lar.
can't stand it.
he was wearing black and white lor.
chao shuai.
黑马王子!
so if i put it in my veri own way.
[白马王子]来保护我.
[黑马王子]来嫁给我.
hohohoohoohoho.
>.<
bo liao lar~
but that "shapi" was really dam handsome!
but he's onli primary 2.
awwwwwww.
lols.
okays.
about the 黑白王子 I was totally joking.
just too mesmerize in that little boii.
^^ POSTED BY NATALIE AT 5:52 PM 0 Comments
how long have i not updated.
i'm boring.
so on the 5th of nov.
we had the netball inter-class game.
my class got 1st.
not amusing anymore.
i know.
now a days.
i've been chao sian.
chao annoyed.
chao pissed.
dun ask me why coz it just happens.
i feel bad for treating those that didn't do anything badly sia.
i dun even feel like writing or talking to anyone now lar.
maybe i'm just an arse.
school's been bored out lately.
plus the prize giving thing's gonna come.
so nearly everyday need do rehearsal.
the weirdest thing is.
every dance has guys in it.
expect for badminton.
in my opinion.
i still like the malay dance.
the guys so cute lar.
one of them is the track and field junior.
so kawaii.
>.<
badminton is the weirdest.
no offences.
they are like taking the racket and beating houseflies sia.
like the old grandmother that sits on a rocking chair.
holding a swat in her hands.
hitting all the houseflies flying around.
veri lame.
oh wells.
okays.
i'm feeling real irritated at this moment.
feel like jumping of the building right this INSTANCE!
sobs.sobs.
oh ya.
.......
i still dun dare write "this" in my blog sia.
afraid my father would scold me.
aiyaaaa.
watever it is.
i'll think of another idea.
for now.
i bid farewell.
<3 POSTED BY NATALIE AT 8:55 PM 0 Comments
zhing~
okays.
so school was real boring.
slacking all day long.
poker.poker.poker.
aiya.
watever.
AND I'M NOT KUA ZHANG!
>.<
tomorrow still need go to school.
sian le lar.
aiya.
today nothing much le lar.
so boring.
like isn't everyday?
okays.
so yeah.yeah.
the main point was still.
I'M NOT KUA ZHANG!
i go all out for friends wor.
for [HIM] too lar.
.___. POSTED BY NATALIE AT 8:56 PM 0 Comments
now to clear things up with the murderer.
[i'm not trying to say that you want to cheat.
or break any rules.
its just that i really didn't notice.
it really isn't your fault.
i was the one who was so dam oblivious.
i really hope you would just forget the matter.]
dedicated to.Jayner. POSTED BY NATALIE AT 8:45 PM 0 Comments
[heyys.
i'm really sorry about everything that happened.
about the murderer game.
jc saw my card le.
i'm not trying to say that i'm siding him by not looking at you.
its just that i didn't notice.
metis and wen min did ask me to commite the suicide thing.
but i didn't want.
its not fair afterwards.
though i know i broke lots of rules before.
i'm SORRY about it!
please dun stay mad le lar.]
the next thing is too dedicated to.Jayner.
[about the scolding thing.
i'm TRULY SORRY!
i shouldn't have.
there are not much people in charity who are as pro as you.
i really didn't mean it.
the best players in the class are still YOU.xm.wenmin.charmaine.etc.
i'm not lying.
but its the truth.
and i know my attidude sucks towards all this kind of stuff.
i get aggitated easily went it comes to something important to me.
jay.
please forgive me for everything i ever did badly to you.
its my bad.
got nothing to do with you.
and if you dun want to play netball.
its true that its your choice.
so you decide ba.
if you really dun want.
i'm not gonna force you.]
as for the rest of wat i'm gonna say.
it really doesn't matter le.
.____.
i really hope you would forgive me.
i'm sorry. POSTED BY NATALIE AT 7:51 PM 0 Comments
